Just got back from school, I graduated now.
...yay?

Oh and I've been working on a new song which will probably get far, but not finished. Like always.
It was inspired by the song Viva la Vida by Coldplay, bet you could hear that right away.

Came across an awesome thread today.

And I heard the results of some IQ test I did some days ago. It doesn't really disapoint me, but I expected higher:
111.
Five years back it used to be around 120. It might have decreased by all the stress I've been dealing with in the last 5 years. Also concentration problems, which I have had my entire life. They were the reason I couldn't finish school actually..

SHITSHIT. Gonna stop talking about all this stuff. Effects my mood.
Let's think of happy things. Quick!
Yes, some old conversations with wallpaperman that I screened.

EDIT 01/20/09:
I came across an online IQ test today and scored 145 points. Some weird shit.

It was about time I made a positive post. I have finished a year of college. I guess I should feel good about myself now, but its more like a "whoop-dee-fuckin-doo" kind of feeling. Not sure yet about what I will do next year.

And I bought the new Coldplay album, which is pretty cool.

Today I feel sort of horrible. Luckely it inspired me to make flash. Ill make small animations whenever I feel bad, and maybe one day paste them together. I guess its the best way to motivate myself to make something. It wont turn into something emo, far from it. I guess itll be more like psycho.

Ill go make some fucking flash now.

Oh right, wednesday I went to an amusementpark which was pretty awesome.

Lately I have been willing to write stories.
Bah.. I lack motivation -_-

Btw, dont you guys hate it when you write a constructive review and you wont even get a responce? D':

Yesterday I told a friend that I was banned for 3 days because I posted the word Faggot.
Faggot.. Three days.. :/
This friend of mine, who doesnt get on NG that often nowadays anyway, decided to mock the mods and made a thread calling everyone faggots, repeating the word faggot several times. After a while his topic was removed and he had a TWENTY-FUCKING-ONE day ban O_O

Wow.. just wow..

About the CTSG. Millie is back, but unfortunately she is sick. We hope for her to finish the animation soon so we can finally start compiling everything. But once it's done we will wait untill the Metal Gear Solid Collab is over first.

The Newgrounds BBS kinda pisses me off. I see way too many repeat threads and people keep ruining photoshop threads with great potential by posting crappy ms paint edits-_-

Speaking of morons, this thread must be by far the funniest thing Ive seen all day.

The CTSG is almost finished. We are waiting for one more animation, and the menu is almost done aswel, I am making the menu and made it sort of complicating, but its working out very smooth so far. Probably because I kept myself to a plan I wrote. It still might take a while to finish this menu, alot of what I am doing right now depends on my cooporation with others. It needs everone's bios, picture, screenshots, and we are even adding short animations of everyone to the menu. I think we are making very good progress though. I hope this project will be submitted by the beginning of June, but I have a hunch thats not gonna happen due to people we can not reach(maybe). If everything runs smoothly, that should be no problem.

No screenshots this time :3

Its everyone's hero, Italian Spiderman!

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Good old days when I was such a fucking n00b.. Making spamthreads with Wallpaperman, so amusing to read back into hehehe..
[2004] THE WALLPAPER CLUB
[2004] ZM Background!!!
[2004] Sad News..
[2004] Wallpaperman vs. Whirlguy
[2004] joep de jong and calum mcintyre fun
[2004] newgrounds owns 2 sites???

heh and here's another spamthread we did last year XD
[2007] My Raw Fury

I'll put up my amused face for that.

Ive been dealing with some identity crisis problems lately.

Im not sure about what my personality is like, its like I have a split personality. Sometimes Im content, other times misserable. Usually I feel like I do not exist, it feels very empty..
There is no place I feel at home, so I search for one. I settle down for quite a while, and get the feeling its now what I want, and a big waste of time. I leave in disapointment not knowing what to do next.
I quickly lose interest and give up or dont care any longer. Its nothing personal, but I wont blame anyone for taking it personal.

As for the ctsg, it gives me a feeling of accomplishment, something I seek in my life.

Why am I even writing this?
Just a rant I guess, Ill get over it >_<
Anyway, this plays a big roll in why I never finish music or animations..
Or school and work Dx

On a more positive note, Ive stumbled upon the best anime soundtrack ever. The anime is Air Gear, soundtrack created by Skankfunk. Here's a song:

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I'll have to pay $310 or so, but then Ill have my laptop back. Question still is: When?

In the meanwhile, Im here digging for info. So I can get my hands dirty on a project I will be starting on when my laptop is back. If anyone can help me out thatd be great.
So..

I need a program to record something.
It records in audio, not video.
It records without a microphone.
It records sound streamed by a computer.

Will I be able to achieve this by using normal audiorecorders like Soundforge? I havent got any experience with this you see.. ^-^;