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Whirlguy

Age 34, Male

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Identity Crisis

Posted by Whirlguy - May 8th, 2008


Ive been dealing with some identity crisis problems lately.

Im not sure about what my personality is like, its like I have a split personality. Sometimes Im content, other times misserable. Usually I feel like I do not exist, it feels very empty..
There is no place I feel at home, so I search for one. I settle down for quite a while, and get the feeling its now what I want, and a big waste of time. I leave in disapointment not knowing what to do next.
I quickly lose interest and give up or dont care any longer. Its nothing personal, but I wont blame anyone for taking it personal.

As for the ctsg, it gives me a feeling of accomplishment, something I seek in my life.

Why am I even writing this?
Just a rant I guess, Ill get over it >_<
Anyway, this plays a big roll in why I never finish music or animations..
Or school and work Dx

On a more positive note, Ive stumbled upon the best anime soundtrack ever. The anime is Air Gear, soundtrack created by Skankfunk. Here's a song:

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